Not been much of my day
though. But my days are surprisingly improving; something above is doing
something to make this muddy dust to shine a little. And here I confess I like
it all the way through.
Certainly it becomes difficult to let 'someone else' rule your
emotions. To give them the keys and pray everyday that hope one day they just
don't lock you inside and leave. Abandoning you bottled up in your own
estranged emotions.
Yet risking your happiness in someone else's hands too bring
happiness in certain times. We all must be so incapable of finding happiness in
ourselves that most of us take recluse in finding our share of happiness in
others.
Why would a wrong decision of my life would affect my parents or
closest of my friend. If they wouldn't have laid open doors of their smiles and
sorrows through 'me'; none of my decisions would've altered their lives. As I recline a little to take a look at the moon above trapped
in manifold darkness, my eyes find a gaze and mind continues to think. I
conclude to myself that we become happy with the things around us and not within us. From inside us all are the
same. But the different situations which hover around each one of us makes 'us'
the person we are and tempt us to become more of us with each rising sun. Seeing
'that' someone happy around us makes our life worth living and again seeing
'that' someone fighting and struggling with a pinch of salt makes us go down
with their sorrow. Why does that happen? - The answer lies in the
feeling. Because we feel for them. Over the aging of time within us we
mutually thin those lines of individuality between us and urge to become one.
In result, our times of trouble makes them think and their times of
happiness makes us celebrate.
For myself, I feel happy to let someone conquer and guard
my emotions, as I begin to feel for them. In this unpredictable world, when sometimes even we can hurt
ourselves in the brightest of hour. So why not, trust someone enough to guard your soul and lend you a
smile on your weary face when you need the most.
"You see, it's all about the trust you seek and the belief
you find as a seeker in them".
I sense, I rise above in my happy space when I know that I've
trusted you as I would have trusted my twin-soul to protect my happiness. That
my smiles are the best when I share them with you. And they are a little patchy
when your share refuses to contribute. But only, the parched land knows the
soulful taste of rains.
"Only the person who has forgot to smile, can hold the joy of smiling again."
Here I wait for my rains. Wait for a beautiful horizon of greens
and spring overlooking the blooming flowers.
Thanks for reading :)
